When I feel my Soul calling, I know I am ALIVE! And this awakens me to joy and radiance.
Often, the call requires me to stretch beyond my comfort zone, to gather courage and strength, to remember my commitment to my Self in order to find the determination to respond.
Often, what I am called to do has direct and visible consequences, not just for me, but for those around me. I have been called to do community work, to hold rituals, to offer Reiki… none of those occur alone, in my room, behind closed doors.
Often, those consequences distract me, they become the reason for what I am doing.
And when they don’t look the way I expected, my confidence fails and I want to retrace my steps.
But that is a mistake.
I can’t find a “logic” to what my deepest Self asks me to do. I don’t really know why something calls to me with a power I cannot deny. I especially don’t know it when I experience the call.
I forget that it is the fact of responding to my Soul’s urgings that is the reason I answer the call: honoring my Self.
Doing so makes me expansive and generous. And I know, for the briefest instant, the white-hot, numbing cold, impossible-to-reconcile, utterly familiar Oneness.
That is reason enough.